亲爱的序姐~

亲爱的序姐，和你一起做工的日子往往都不觉得闷！你知道为什么吗？
因为有你！你的一举一动都让我发笑！没有啦！只是有时看到你觉得你有一种大姐的风格在！带领着我们！然后处处都为我着想！我知道有时候我的举动让你很不舒服！但我不是故意的！这是发自内心的，我也没别的意思！不要想歪！我只是把你看成姐~ 我都没有姐姐，都是表姐堂姐之类的~ 其实你不肥啦~只是肚子大了点~ 稍微减一些就好了！我觉得你很特别, 在我的朋友之中你是最搞笑得， 你的直言，有时候会觉得好笑的不得了~
为什么哈？你都以只要我然你看我的部落格！虽然有时你有点火大~可是，人嘛！谁没脾气！ 对吧？ 嗬嗬！别起了啦，大姐！来个笑！！:D

烦恼- 开心

开心，烦恼只是似乎你怎么去看待，做人是怎么了？
人啊，人啊，人！为何做人真难？
人其实是一个很奇妙的动物，嬗变至于，还很假！
为什么？！

最近，好累哦~ 可是接下来我就要去KL 咯。。~ 开心开心， 过去那边4 天耶！ 好高兴哦~
可是接着就是噩梦的开始，因为都没得放假了耶！走一步见一步咯！

近期的生活

近来都好多东西在我脑海里打转，是因为我们的年龄的关系还是说某些原因使我们成长起来了呢？

我不懂！在这短短的期间，我来了新加坡三个月，这期间我都无时无刻的想念我的家（沙巴）， 是因为我从来都没有离开家里的小孩，只会在家人的身边里打转，也显示了我多么的没用。

待续。。。

am i home sick??

im feel so suck recently, how come the i got a such feeling?!
am i home sick? or it's really not habituation.... ? i have no idea...
i really feel so boring over here...
feel lonely over here... maybe without my parent care, my frenz ... just not use to it...~

get sick in sg

i'm so sick .... sore throat, lymph inflamed ... fever, the 1st time sick in sg, feel like so weird, at home alone, mum didn't besides me, if mum at here, she will boil some cooling drink to me, and will look after me, but now in sg is lonely, but i get a call jz now from my aunt, she ask me whether my sick is okey or not? if not okey she will come down and look for me... then i don want her to be so worries then i said my sick is okey oredy......

then she won't so worries .... caz i dont want to make ppl life suffer......

then today i go see doctor, the doctor ask me to rest more... ecause she said it's really serious... if getting more worst, the sick won't be okey..... so she ask me to take mc for 2 days.... which is sunday and monday.... i'm so suffer about it.... u know why? because i scare my office not enough staff to work.... then make ppl life suffer again.... i try my best to get well ...... take more rest ~

1st time i write my blog for about my life in sg....

I'm come over sg (singapore) for about 1 month already, and get a job over here. why im still feel very weird? is it because i'm the 1st time live without my parent? i so miss you daddy and mummy...... but i cannot go home right now, because i have to control myself, i have to learn and explore over here.... try to gain more experiences and get to know more about something that i never meet b4, client that i have to handle, etc. because i'm in service line, sometimes really hate this job, but life is such sux why? just depend how u going to face and solve it....
i'll try my best to face and solve it.... i won't escape....face the fact....!
i've to thanks my friends, colleage make lot of fun to me.... make me won't be so lonely, and they bring happiness to me.... especially cass, huitien, chenxu... love you guys...~ muakx....

excited feeling...plus i'm feel that i'm regretted ~

sigH!... what happen? i don't know what's going on to my friend... a small matter only..why cannot settle properly.. or why cannot solve it carefully and just do whatever is okey to everyone la..~ what to suffer so much...~? if want go then go lor... no one can force "you" !...

I really regret why i wanna go with u guys .... better i dont follow is the right choice..~ sigh!...

but since cannot change anythings already... please la..~ don't make people suffer la..~ separate walk lor..~ easy to solve..~ since everyone opinion not same... not same target!....

yes! coming monday i'm will fly to taiwan for travelling...~ yeah~... hope everything will be Okey...~

god bless me..!

YuhooOOOooo......~

im so high~... because i finish my exaM.... Yeah.....

Happy happy happy...... but another sad things is... im cannot have class with my junior anymore...~ because im going to graduate luRh.....~

im very contradicting because once i graduate ...means i need to find work to do.... but if i scare to work!... how come d?! haiz... fainted!....

Never mind, i will try my best do the best~.......

Exam~~~

Arhhhh.... today is my last paper ..... im so nervous and i donno whether i can answer well in the exam later or not... im so scare and worries now... arHHHhhhh........... how?!

i feel like didnt study much on it... and i feel my head is like blank! and nothing inside... How COme?! wHy like tat?! im so worries now...... What can i do?! 1 more hour to go..! i need to go in to the EXAM rOom.... My gosh!.... God bless me!.... i hope that later my brain will be fresh and clear... then i can answer whatever the question is.... Since..this subject a lot is the Common sense... so i hope that i can able to answer all!..... Please... i don want to stuck during exam time!.... wish myself ...have a great exam later...~ (6.^)

Why life is sux~

today i get bad news from a frenz... detail i wont tell so much la...~

Erm... but i hope u will get well ASAp la...~ we will always support u!...

Don worry~.... everyone beside u...will be strong... I pray for u everyday~....

i miss u guys~..... love you guys...~
donno why today i feel uncomfortable...~

i vomit for many times...
until noW im GASTRIC...OMG!....PAIN NOW!!!!

With a group of crazy junior in INTI COllege sabah~....

This is what the banquet event that we need to serve...~
at Nexus Karabunai spa resort...
We do as a part time waitress...~

Me..and Joanna Kong....

This is Carissa leong and Joanna Kong with me..~ trying to rape joanna ...Lolz

All of us...crazy .... Evon, Jaynise, Pei zhen, Joanna, Carissa, Jessie Xiaoli

Evon, jaynise, me and Pei zhen....
we take pic inside the toilet...~ hahahah

So SoT....

Tis is wat during the 3 day 2 night part time job we had in Nexus Karabunai ....

Happy to work with u guys... and Stay together with u guys...~

crazy part time job i have been experience in my liFe ....~

On 1st of july... around evening time...i went to Nexus Karabrunai for work part time there...~ then they arrange us to their Nexus Campus , it is a place that for permanent staff and part time staff to stay ...~ at there a bit lousy la said real.... but still okey la... caz those facilities lousy..~ and dirty dirty .... i show u the pic here...~

First we can see tis bed... waO..messy~

second we can see that my bed 's kayu also broke... oh gosh!!
when i turn over my body..then the wood fall down! when during im sleeping that time!

Tis is our toilet!... small..until i accidentally hit the wash basin!

Tis is wat our room aircond... My gosh!... Old style... and when mid night You will heard some sound like a giant ha qi!... hahaha....
King kong! shock me!

This is the wall... being hit by other ppl... donno who do tis...

I'm really enjoy the 3day 2nite trip for working in NExus Karabrunai with Pei zhen, Carissa leong, Joanna Kong, Jessie Xiao li, Jaynise, and Evon ... im really happy with u guys...

hahhaha.... but it's only the disadvantage i get...which is my leg so pain... ~ my muscle so pain!...gila oH!....

and i get to see carissa leong crazy time...when after she take the red bull drinks... she become OMG.... unbelievable... Sugar ras... hahah... too high..keep laughing....
but it's make me happy too~.... hahaha

Love you guys ...give me a wonderful life~..

OMG~~~

Omg.... recently i cant live without this >>>>

oh.... i need it everyday now... why? i donno myself....

at the 1st i use it to make my weight lose... then now... like addiction oredy....

omg...~

will i get any problem..if still continue taking tis everyday... maybe nope..
but everyday i will take about more than 3 cups of coffee....~ will i get any problem?!

朋友 Friends~.....

为什么？人可以这么的不可思议呢？为什么人有的时候是这么的恐怖,邪恶，丑陋！。。

我觉得人本是自私的动物，但是我们人拥有脑袋啊，我们能够控制自己的私欲，自私的心态不那么恐怖, 丑陋。。。
我希望我不会是一分子。。~ 如果是的话，我要改了。。。。

我能吗？你觉得呢？

我也不希望我身边的朋友是这样啦。。。 真的讨厌！。。

最近我发现了我班上的几个小坏蛋，哈哈哈。。。 但是你都好可爱哦~。。。 可能我的年纪比你们大吧。。。 但是我的思想不怎么样成熟噢。。~ 我觉得和你们在一起， 我会忘了一些压力，一些不想要的烦恼。。。 可能你们没有那些私欲吧。。。 天真无邪的可爱，实在是让我好开心的和你们在一起上课！。。。。 虽然我们的相处时间省无几时了，但是我相信我们能够继续的和你们做朋友，当然我也希望你们没把我给忘了哦！。。。 哈哈哈。。。

Sick day...

Im sick.... maybe tis evening my head kena the rain!... opss.... tat's why now im headache.... like someone inside my head playing boxing...~ Erm..just nw vomit ....~ omg...it's really sucks feeling....~ just now come back from massage center.... then i take 2 tables of panadol... hope tml will be okey ~.... ^^
Erm... donno why suddenly feel lonely... like no one care ... but godbless... i got many good friends beside... there're all so care about me...~ i love u guys!!! .....
i hope to meet u "my MR RIGHT" where are u?! lolz..... im crazy i think!....hahahhah~ get influence from my classmate (peizhen) keep talking about handsome boy at Facebook... lolz... make me kept think about my mr right..~ i havnt meet one ....~ hope to meet you(mr right)..... hehehhe~~~
hmmm... i stop here... because i wanna sleep now..if not...tomorrow im not going to get well as fast as possible...~ hehehe...~ goodnitez everyone...~ sweet dream~

Busy life! Study Life! Tired Life!!

Recently really busy... what am i busying ?! one of it, is i'm busying for my studies, which is my assignment， i have not start any yet until now... i felt that i'm really get lazy recently i don't know why? maybe because recently the weather keep raining make people like so lazy feel and make people like easy get sick~ so will feel tired~

Today, i have gone for dance class, which is Pilate and belly dance~ it's really tired, and painful, because i stop for about 2 month, so now continue back need some times to practices more if not it's really get hurt!

Today i get research that the phone i want in center, i ask them the price,and everything... so i decide to buy it Tomorrow!!! I want to get it as soon as possible!!!.....

06 JUN 2010 无聊的星期天，可是。。。

无聊的星期天，可是幸好有着朋友们的陪伴～　少了一份寂寞感！谢谢你们～

今天的我们到了海边去，我们先去了ｋａｒａｂｒｕｎａｉ　Ｎｅｘｕｓ　ｒｅｓｏｒｔ　的新一区去了～我问了他们的价格，一间如家的度假房子　大约Ｒｍ９８０　两间房的！如果要三间房的就ＲＭ１０８０　。。。　下次会考虑去那里度假～　轻松一下自己也不错～　

过后我们还去了ｒａｓａ　ｒｉａ　度假村去，到那里跑跑，拍下照，然后就过去附近的挡子吃椰子布丁，可是我们选到了一家不是那么好吃的，但是我们有叫一个螺之类的食物来吃，结果还不赖。。～　我放了好多的辣椒，好吃！。。　然后吃完了我们就去ＣＩＴＹＭＡＬＬ那里做了个脚底按摩，舒服但好痛哦～　１。他说我的胸部不好，２。　心脏不好，３。尿道不好，因为时常忍尿所造成的，还有肾脏也不好。。　糟糕什么都不好，惨了！。。。　

无聊！

突然有点想谈恋爱的冲动, 可是现在还早，甭这么快我想，矛盾的我怎么了？是我想太多了吗? 还是我好久没谈恋爱， 所以只是一时的感触呢？可能这个阶段还不是时候吧！ 年轻啊年轻！逐渐的要和我说再见了吗？ 可能吧！现在22， 不久呢？33？ 44？ 55？ 哇,时间流逝的真快。 没人能够预测未来是怎样，但能够掌握现在！所以趁现在这把年纪，好好的为自己而活吧！
我突然想起了这首歌 - i breath, i hear, but i don't believe it, my heart, it beats but inside i'm freezing... My hands they shake i've lost all the feeling, Nowhere to take you say that you're leaving, and there's no turning back this time gotta stay alive. Where do i go when i'm so alone? where do i turn where we weren't so close? we try not to crash but we still collide tears i've cried!.. Im alive!!!

Get result already~...

Yeah~... i get 2A , 3B, and 1 C. because of the C so no merit award , heard by stella. Nvm, never take b4 oso~ wahhahah ...

Erm... quite relax right now..~ and also because i wanna go Hong kong and Macau for travel with my family... so i get more and more relax... quite excited and can't wait for it ~ hehe...~

Erm.... i hope that have a great day on that week, hope not so hot at there... now is summer season already~...

but in another hand, i scare about my studies. because on that time i will skip about one week more courses, so i scare when i come back that time i can't handle or catch up what lecturer is teaching about ...~

hope everything will be done smoothly , even my application leave form~ .. god bless~

Song that i like~

I like this sonG.... Yesterday -Toni braxton feat. trey songz ~

And this one i like it so much...~

All Star - We are the world..... they sing for the haiti victims~....

i'm in a bad mood ~

Really donno what u wan...!?

What u expected?!

what do u want me to do?!

ARhhhhHG~~~~~~~.......

I hate this feeling.... damn HATE.....

god damn!!!!!!!

please ....get off......!!!!!!!

Started!!!!

I'm Happy that it's started~....

i'm confusing....

i'm wondering....

i'm trying to get closer ....

i'm trying to took of our gap between "YOU" & "ME"

But some problem is still obtained...~

How i gonna to solve it?

How i gonna to maintain whatever that i expected?!

I don't no... whether i think too much or what...

May god bless....~

Can i get some Hints.... ~

it's a KKBOX friday~....

Today, Chloe, jenette, stella, eva, huiye,gecky and Me(myself) were went to KKBOX for sing K~....

student price is about RM 8++, if include tax... around RM9.2 per pax~.... quite cheap~.....

we sing a lot of songs...~ and chloe was practice her song for her competition.... since she participating to a talent competition at likas square...~ she are still confusing that which song she want to choose... whether is mariah carey or leona lewis~... eva said leona lewis - a moment like tis... is better than the mariah carey's song~.... for me ...both of it oso nICe.. hehehe..... since chloe sing both oso nice... so difficult to make any decision~....

after sing k we go for OLD TOWN

At there i order white coffee as my beverage~

and order a curry mee noodles .. since eva said that it's niCe... then i never try b4... than i order it for my dinner tonite~...

Finally finish the event in SATURDAY.....

so great~ finally we done our event in Asia city~.... BUT the only one not good from the event is participant too less... maybe the problem is from the sponsorship .....

if with more participant...i think the event should be no problem~....

since the feedback from the students is not bad.... we did do a survey to those participant... they said still got things need to improve and others is no problem~.... and they are happy .... can learn things ....

We ARE TIRED~ ....

at here we really thanks to the helper... since without the helper ...we cant do anythings... becaz of not enough stuff~....

Wednesday ... a great night today~!....

Today was Wednesday, im having breakfast at BURGER KINGS PUTATAN .

with Chloe, Jenette . After my class, which is around 10am~ we go together.....

I order a new meal which is crispy chicken set ...It's ONLY RM9.90 per set.... but when i taste it... it's jz normal, the meat was similar to the nugget meat that we usually buy from supermarket ...^_^ but still okey la... not tat bad la... still can put into my mouth... hahahha....

At night time, we go to eat sushi at Sushi king, because today they having promotion which is

Then we eat around RM 65 per 5pax... which is Stella sak, Eva pang, Jenette lee, Chloe lee, and me myself. during we queue that time, got a women that start to blame the waitress because he let the ppl who doesnt queue, the people is from the back, they jump the queue ~ so the women was very angry... then we are @.@ get shock, because suddenly bah... heheh~

we eat a lot of sushi at that time, which is

this is my favourite~ UNAGI SUSHI~~~

After dinner, we went to STARBUCKS at Warisan Square , because we don't want to go other places since we are in Warisan that time, then we choose Starbucks , then we do our assignment at there.,. but when we already orders drinks, and then sit down then we found that the wireless of Starbucks was broke, then we can't online at that moment.... sad!

i hope to buy the

the most i like is It's Cool~~

today i spend a lot of money in my meal~ Oh my god.... im almost bankrupt ... become to be impoverished ~

COME BACK TO ME!!!!!

Utada - Come Back To Me

The rain falls on my windows

And the coldness runs through my soul

When the rain falls, oh when the rain falls

I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on

Our bad memories

Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks

Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me

I'll be all that you need

Baby, come back to me

Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

Boy, you're one in a million

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

You're one in a million

Memories I have of Manhattan

She goes shopping for new clothes

And she buys this

And she buys that

Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her

Side of the story

It isn't that bad

It isn't that bad

And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated

Don't know why I did it

But I do regret it

Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

Boy, you're one in a million

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

You're one in a million

One in a million

Everything I ever did

Heaven knows I'm sorry but

I was too young to see

You were always there for me

And my curiosity got the better half of me

Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z

Tell me what you want to be

I open my heart to be

You are more priority

Can't you see you punished me

More than enough already

Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me

Baby come back to me

Baby come back to me

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

Boy, you're one in a million

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

You're one in a million

One in a million

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

Boy, you're one in a million

One in a million

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

I'll be everything you need

Come back

Baby come back to me

Come back

Boy, you're one in a million

One in a million

This song it's meaningful to me~.....

Times for me to rest~~......

Recently was very tired~..... feel so stress.... weather is too bad... because it's very hot .... everyone is sick....

I'm the one who sick also..... my nose allergic... yesterday i go to see doctor.... doctor told me that my nose is allergic .... so better don go those smoking area, don't eat too much of seafood.... everyday have to put the medicine .. ..... morning have to put, night time have to ..before sleep....~

Today i went to CP (center point) Growball cinema watch a movie that name as Hot Summer Days..... erm...this movie not really nice... just bored.... but also okey la... just depends you're using wat kind of mood to see it la....~ when u're in bad mood..wat it u will beh tahan~ if u in a good mood... then it was still okey la... (^_^)..... at the beginning this movie make me feel like headache and blur~..... maybe the camera man or the film keep moving... make me blur~.....HAHHAhH,,.....

Friday ..... it's a suffer day for me again~....

Today we went for Center point CPC bowl... for playing BOWLING..... Chian huey , Connie , stella and me (myself) is in a group~.....

We have fun on there..... after the games.. around 3 pm something..... then we go home.......

So we waiting for the nitez dinner....which is in UPPERSTAR DAMAI.......

This is my favourite food~....which is grill chicken~..... YummY~

and after that... i need to go back home early...for doing my assignment for BM tomorrow.... it's so sucK~..... SUCK .... friday nite and saturday~~~~~

stress for recently~~....

Today my luck was bad enough... everything that i faced is bad for me....

Nose bleeding this evening before i go for my pilates and belly dance class..... My gosh~.... non-stop bleeding... then i'm just wait the blood stop and just standing near to the close stool.... (T.T)

I'm really unhappy about what happen in today~.... every every small detail i also don't like it....

maybe recently is too stress.... a lot of things happen.... i need to relax... but i can't .... even sleep also suffer .... plus recently weather is not well... no rain for long long time ago.... until everywhere is burning.... house burning... forest burning.... make people easy get sick.... and Hot hot everyday...... i'm really HATE it......